Didn't get a chance to say goodbye

Well, my best friend is off to live in Switzerland today and I didn't get a chance to say goodbye.

It's my own damn fault really.

I'd been putting off calling her partly because of denial, and partly because I know she was busy as hell trying to get ready to go.

What kind of friend am I that I didn't call to say goodbye?

I called this morning, but I'm sure by then it was too late...there was no answer.

I wish I could have been there to see her off with a hug.

Gaaah...I'm mopey and depressed again.

Hopefully she emails me all her new contact info soon so I can call her.

I'm sad.